Older Than I Am

[Verse 1] My heart's seen things I wish it didn't Somewhere, I lost some of my innocence And I miss it I miss it Stay up all night thinking it's twisted My life's been survival of the fittest But I did it I did it [Pre-Chorus] I do all my own healing Manage all in my feelings I don't ask for help, no 'Cause I don't need it, 'cause I don't need it [Chorus] Sometimes, I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say to hell with all my plans 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am [Verse 2] Why am I always the one making decisions? How do I handle the pressure? I do my best to fake it (Mmm) But honestly, I hate it (Mmm) [Pre-Chorus] Oh, I do all my own fighting I'm who I'ma confide in Maybe I need help, no I won't deny it, I won't deny it [Chorus] Sometimes, I wish I could do something stupid Be kinda reckless while I can Say I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it Just say to hell with all my plans 'Cause I don't give a damn But I'm older than I am [Outro] Older than I, older than I, older than I I'm older and I don't give a damn I'm older than I am