Desperate

[Verse 1: Lecrae] Woke up this morning too depressed and shamed to leave my bed Can't stand to see my own reflection so I hang my head Feel like a disappointment like the scum of the earth I'm so hurt I know you see I can't cover my dirt My souls dying hearts weak and I can't even cry I'm sposed to run to you but WHY I'm such an evil guy The sun's shining but for me it's the darkest of days Try to pretend it never happened but the guilt remains I leave the house it feels like everybody knows I did it Feel like they reading my mind and know the sin I committed Through your blood I'm aquitted but my heart doesnt get it Oh God I'm desperate for Help cause I'm grieving your Spirit I couldn't sing in the sunday service, Lord I felt fake And when they started communion I just made an escape I'm in need of your grace/ feels like you hid your face Lord Lead me back to cross and show me my sins erased [Hook: Cam] I'm so desperate, I can't believe I've sinned against you Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry) Your mercy is what I need [Verse 2: Lecrae] I'm waste deep in my pity Is Satan tryna trick me And tell me you won't forgive me cause it's startin to get me Jesus help me quickly I hate the wrong I've done I know we all fall but I feel like the only one Feels like I should be shunned should I punish myself I know it's dumb cause by your death all my sin has been dealt But my sin is been felt I didn't want to do it But what I want to do I don't I swear I'm goin through it I'm tryna open up my bible need to read your pages Need you Lord but my guilt has got me feeling so faithless Help me see where grace is take me back to the basics Help me find my joy in you and not people and places My sin is ever before me I turned my back on you Oh father break and restore me to bring me back to you My sin is ever before me I turned my back on you God break and restore me to bring me back to you [Hook] [Verse 3: Lecrae] Have mercy on me God according to your steady love Wipe away my transgressions and wash me in your blood Create in me a clean heart renew a right spirit Don't hide your face from me God your Presence keep me near it I'm waiting patience on you Lord I know you hear my cry Restore your Joy in me for you alone I live and die It's you I Glorify cause you don't want my sacrifice You want me broken and contrite trusting in the Christ I confess to you my sin and you show me mercy I turn away from it demonstrating that you are worthy Over lust, over pride Over all sin Is my affection for Jesus who died for all them I was lost now I'm found I was toss to the ground My sin weighed on me heavy but I am no longer bound As sure as Christ wear the crown I know that grace will abound And even when I feel lost I know in You I am found [Hook]