Death Story

[Verse 1: Lecrae] I'm blackin' out On my last leg Takin' final breaths Overheard the Doctor say I ain't gonna make it Final steps In the zone Half panickin' Half feelin' gone "Hang on homie!" My boys yellin' tryna keep me goin' Little sister in the distance I see her tears flowin' Where mommy at? She on the ground past out cold Aw man this is how it end Death came quick My God I'll do anything just let me live I wanna pray But I can't pray, I never really done it I don't know if I should call Christ Buddha, or Mohammed Gettin' blunted earlier this evenin' now seems wrong And my brain is searchin' hard for any scripture or song I'm havin' flashbacks Now I remember, it was December I was standing on the corner Pitching rocks in the Winter Young dude ran up on me, thought he was a winner But he started tryna convince me all the ways I'm a sinner [Spoken: Lecrae] Man, you never understood before man You've lied before right? Okay right You've stolen before right? Well man you've already broken two of the ten commandments, man That qualifies you as, a lawbreaker That's, that's sin, man That offends the holy and perfect and righteous God, man That's sin, you need a savior because of the sin, man I'm just tryna break it down for you [Verse 2: Lecrae] {gasps} Havin' a hard time breathin' But I ain't leavin' until I know what I believe in Wait, maybe it was Ak on the block Who was tellin' me Mohammed was the rock Nah, stop! (You know man, you know Mohammed was the truth. You know what I'm sayin'? Islam is the way to go yo.) But ain't Mohammed die? Yeah, dawg and they buried him That's scary then cause I don't know if Allah really carries men Let's get back to Jesus {cough} Coughin' and wheezin' This worlds full of lies man Everything's misleadin' They told me don't be scared to die But dawg that's ridiculous Cause I don't know what happens to me next in this predicament It's sickenin' God, give me answers Give me clues Help me understand Who do I trust? What do I do? [Spoken: Doctor] Okay we're losin' him, we're losin' him! He's dying fast Nurse! Help me! I need help over here Hurry up! [Verse 3: Lecrae] Ah, oh man I can't breath I'm dyin' Can't think Wait, wait, Mohammed? Buddah? No, no, no, no, no, no Jesus, Jesus Okay, back to Christ First He lived, then He died Then that Easter play I saw one time said He came back alive And God so loved the world... What's the rest of that verse? Think fast, can't remember Help me nurse! "What's John 3:16, nurse? "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son.." Gave up His only son Okay yeah that's right So whoever believes in Him Wait? Who turned out the lights? I'm dyin'! I'm dead! No my eyes went closed I can't feel my feet no mo' And my sides is cold God, please I'm sorry for all the wrong that I've done I know I've, been a terrible father and a horrible son I see it now, I wish that I could change some things In my life, I really never to the blame for things Like lyin' and stealin' And hurtin' and dealin' I'll quit it all if you're willin' And let me walk out this buildin' I wronged You, I see that I wanna give in But I ain't really sure if you've forgivin' my sins Well this is it No more discussion to do I don't know much But I know I should be trustin' in...