Caramel Suede

[Verse 1:] Bitch I been the man since I remember Caramel suede with the leather If she hit the stage I'ma let her Baby do you jus forget us Cause that's what I'ma do Cause that's what I'ma do I came up out of nothing from a basement to a view Cause Bitch I been the man since I remember I trapped to make the money for whatever Nah I ain't the one to be forever I might just overdose next november And that's what I'ma do And that's what I'ma do I live this life for living til it's time for something new Cause I get bored so easily I told my last true love she can't be with me Unless, she down to drugs til it's 9 A.M. I'm playing with knives On a trampoline waiting demise Paitence a virtue I'll always despise I need it now with this rollie I thrive I'm still slurring still blurting costs Still curving Still blurring thots I don't give a fuck I put my a gun inside my spitter Bitch, I don't give a fuck I let addictions pull the trigger [Chorus:] Cause I know that I'm the one im scared of Oh I know I'm one to be afraid of Cause I know that I'm the one who changed us Oh I know my habits in the way Bitch I been the man since I remember Bitch I been the man since I remember Bitch I been the man since I remember Ho I can't remember, can't remember, can't remember [Verse 2:] It's like, is it is it is it is it wrong Thought a lil liquor couldn't cause any harm Fall, in a bit of calm Angels cry but I walk through the storm Broken halos in the middle of my palm Can't say I'm living with a mean or any cause Spendin money for the needle in her arm I been gone, you been gone We been ghost to most somehow host to plenty You roller coast dick for every penny All your hope was just sowed in gems She never needed me but she won't forget me Cause I gave you love when no one did We did drugs that no one did Sniffed it up or we mixed it in Til that real shit got so sensitive And now you want this better man When we sin til life starts blending in Real life started blended in Til them trips we took wouldn't let us in Back in the real world Back where we felt shit Helpless off some off the shelf shit, ye That's hell bitch Yes we been through hell bitch You ask me if I meant it, when I said were endless All I got is broken promises I know I'm selfish So you asking me for truth but can't you see the truth's been out Bitches come & bitches go I guess I'm used to it by now