Why?

Why do I wish for you to become friend again? I just want you out of my life, I wish I could be Like the others not let things hurt me so easy, and Now I found myself obessesing, always dreaming, always hoping But I have to tell myself mulpuite times, that she wasn't so right She wasn't so bright, all the time, she push me down, push me around Like she the baddest girl in town, now I'm like broken off from her, now it been couple months It feel like years, my one side of my says Lady Munaj you have to tell her you wanna Befreind, but my second, leave the pieces and move on You can't keep wishing and clinging on your memories about her, if you Keep this up, you'll dream about her on and on, non- freakin stop But finally after being alone without it, I started to relize on my own I can go on the top Cause way she treated others she wasn't so nice, all the time to my friends, felt that Insecurity, her heart there was no purity, cause weed was her only, now it's turned to me The way she treated them, she treating that way to me, I should of learned, I should of known I wish I never met her in the first place, I wouldn't tripping about it like a shoe lace Later on, I learned it wasn't only me she hates, also my friend that knew her, also begin to be hated I learned she not all to wish to befriend, hoping for a happy ends, it's time I leave this part of the And move on to another mile. forget you, I'm ready to forget you