Ups & Downs

[Intro] How brave do I become when truly loved? My overwhelmin' feels are overcome I might even hit the blunt And I don't do that for anyone, no Ooh I think I'ma dance for the first time in a long time Ooh I might even laugh like I mean it Come on, baby, say it like you mean it You gonna be alright, baby Alright, you know you're gonna be fine You're gonna be alright, baby [Verse 1] Hey Kyle, how you doin'? What is this dream you're pursuin'? What are these feelings you mention? (What?) Are you from a different dimension? (Are you?) My nigga, do you have dementia? Why is you rappin' 'bout happy? Think about all the bad shit that happens (Yeah) You know that inside, you feel crappy Okay, yup, how did you guess? Skrrt, I am a wreck I set a record for bein' upset Truthfully, honestly, I am a mess I am depressed, I am obsessed With self-deprecating and blamin' myself Socially lyin', denyin' the help I'm holdin' up like pants missing a belt But it ain't so bad (No, no) Look what I be on I'm on TV, mom My nigga, I am a phenom My chick is outta this world (World, what?) Yeah, badder than Zenon When I need somebody to lean on I put that Cudi CD on In my spare time, punchin' walls, fuckin' up my hand I know that shit sounds super cray But if you had this life, you'd understand [Pre-Chorus] Everything's a lot o' up and down But I ain't gonna let it get me down No (No, no) [Chorus] Ups and downs Ups (No) and downs Yo, ayy [Verse 2] 2016 hit me like a bag o' bricks, yup 2017 switched up, like ooh, it's lit (It's lit!) Yo, I nearly had a mental breakdown And eight months later, had a hit (Yup) I guess life is like box a chocolates, huh You never know what you finna get Haha, yeah Think about this 'fore you flip There's always two sides o' the coin Come on, man, you gotta keep goin' You blessed, nigga, you don't even know it Sittin' there, lookin' all stoic, hmm Bein' stiff, you should be stoked, hmm You can smile even if you broke, yo You can be a Budden or a Boat, true Yeah, trust me, believe me, I been there too Down on my luck, I was just like you Singin' the same damn sad old song Boo hoo (Yeah, hoo) But you'll be fine, it'll all be fine It's just in your mind, yep (Mmm) [Chorus] Da, da, da, da, ayy Ups and downs Ups and downs [Skit: KYLE & Lil Yachty] Lil-Lil-Lil-Lil Boat, Lil Boat Lil Boat, Lil Boat Yo, yo, wassup, buddy? It's your conscience My... my conscience? Yeah, you know, th-the voice in your head that tells you when you fuckin' up? Like uh, Jiminy Cricket? Ugh, yes, like Jiminy Cricket, you Disney-ass motherfucker Now, now listen up, man. You gotta leave that negativity shit in the past. That shit is old, bro. How you supposed to grow up if you ain't even glowed up? Uh, what, what the fuck are you talkin' about? Don't trip dawg, follow me. I'ma show you You comin'?