Letter To My Kids

(Intro) Its like am I, am I doing this for a reason I don't know, I don't understand sometimes so I know its harder for y'all to understand so Imma sit down and write this letter to you Let all of y'all know how it feels for daddy (Verse 1: Kutt Calhoun) There ain't no words to express the way that I feel But hopefully this song can connect you to what is real The life that I live is so demanding with trying to rock the planet And I just hope my babies understand it I'm knowing while I'm gone you're steady getting older and older I know this walking with this bird under my shoulder So Malik and Andrea, Unique, Dari and Darius And O'Shea, never had a clue on y'all could prepare for this If I could just vent for a moment, please understand it Daddy's intentions was having your best at interests when no one else mattered Bringing my kids into the world is a blessing to me With 4 boys and 2 beautiful little girls I cling onto all of our memories and the pictures you give to me Help me remember what I'm never here to see So please keep your mind I'd be dreaming about you Until the next time I see you, continued on Page 2 (Chorus: Krizz Kaliko) So I'm sitting down and write to you Hope this letter gets you through I can't see what you can see when you're crying And so another birthday passes through Daddy can't make it home to you So know inside my heart I'm slowly dying (Verse 2: Kutt Calhoun) Andrea, when you moved out to Charlotte, a part of your daddy died Had to tell you goodbye, and I can see it in your eyes So I tried to be strong and tell you everything was fine But had to turn away quick cause I was crying That's why I don't understand why your mama moved you away from me till this day So I plan to be stable so you can stay with me Cause all the pain and problems that life is lived as you fight em And the win and I hope your mama realize (Come on back T) Shea, if you reading this letter, wish you was here today But everything up the road in St.Joe is in disarray And that's no excuse when when me and your mama produced you Didn't ask to be here so why are we both acting stupid You're an honor roll student and got a future in sports So you deserve that I give 100 percent of support Me being gone doesn't make it better I know that you missing me Miss you too and I promise it'll get better I swear it, you'll see (Chorus) So I'm sitting down and write to you Hope this letter gets you through I can't see what you can see when you're crying And so another birthday passes through Daddy can't make it home to you So know inside my heart I'm slowly dying (Verse 3) Darius, damn my little banner of glamor It's been a couple of years so tell me, how was Atlanta? I see you talk with Atwain now, but that doesn't change how You wish to be here with your daddy, gritting the same route Came back for the summer I can't begin to explain how My heart skipped a couple of beats when we got to hang out We picked up your brother Malik ,the oldest, he's thirteen Had a ball, we was cracking up at the table at Applebees You still got a bro and sis you ain't met Darioni, Unique Dari is 9 and Unique is 10 and you all need to meet The sooner the better because y'all growing so fast We need to all get together, try and catch up on our past And keep in touch for the future between you brothers and sisters But I give props to your mothers for raising you and the troopers Do anything in this world for you I'll show you what Imma do And Deana remember that I love you And your mama too (So let me see my kids) (Chorus) So I'm sitting down and write to you Hope this letter gets you through I can't see what you can see when you're crying And so another birthday passes through Daddy can't make it home to you So know inside my heart I'm slowly dying