WhoIAmI

[Verse One] My heart’s good. I’m soft-spoken like a cat’s meow Reactions bad. Pessimistic and I rap loud No one threatens me. Still feel like I can’t back down I Write songs with ‘N Sync in the background Make fun of the labels. Still want a record deal I will never change. But I question my appeal Don’t do drugs never have never will Once wondered how an OD would feel. But can I do that with diet pills? Hated how I looked so I starved myself to death Wouldn’t eat for days you could smell it my breath Finally did. Food makes me sick Hell. So does starting to see my own ribs Search for praise. When’s it’s givin’ I reject it Ask for commitment when’s givin’ it gets questioned Worry too much about my first impression Are people really invested? My whole life is second guessing [Hook] I know exactly where I stand You probably don’t give a damn I always got a plan for not having a plan But at least ya’ll know Who I am. (am I?) (x2) [Verse Two] It’s true I hate myself, yes Funny how this version of me is the one I like best But I cannot deny that I’m one of the best It’s true. I’m in a place where my heart feels rest Cause used to I’d think without a girl my world would fall apart I couldn’t look em in the eye but I could see into their hearts And then the ridicule would start Grab their picture and a board and start throwin’ darts Cause I have walls built all around me. But everyone’s within them So what’s the point in having them if I can’t even defend ‘em Push everyone out and in the process offend them Pretend it’s okay. Then get sick of pretendin Stay in seclusion then get lonely for attention I really don’t care. But what is your opinion? Know God’s there but question why I’m forgiven Maybe I’ll find out why as I rediscover religion (Hook)