Sulphur Tungsten Gold (Goin' Down)

[Verse One] Still tryna keep my head up knowing all is lost Kill inferior rappers-- hip holocaust AGD and me-- we three is boss Tryna be the numero unos. We don't care the cost I hear a lot of talk. They say I'm lame as s**t I'm loving it cause that means they've been playing it Still hate that I don't have her, I don't hate the chick They shocked that I don't mack and try to play a bitch I hear a lot of homies brag about corruptin' Made a wild turkey when they gave the stuffin' Got her hot like and oven then left her like she's nothing I'm scared to be intimate. I want it to mean something I'm thinking 'bout the days of our relationship Should have made that change instead of saying it Better choose wisely who you're playing with I'm still in love with you. I'm just sayin', shit! [Hook] And life goes la, la, la, la. La, la, la I try to laugh like ha, ha, ha, ha. Ha, ha, ha And the world goes round, round, round, round. Round, round, round But I'm goin' down, down, down, down. Down, down, down I'm goin' down. Yes, I'm goin' down Won't you help me now. Cause I'm goin' down [Verse Two] Still asking "why?" I need some damn answers Can't lose my only parent. Man, I hate cancer Why'd I have to lose my dirty dancer? I need to find Lady Luck and romance her Hope people can relate to what I'm creating Ya'll really don't know what I been facing Life is testing me and it's got me breaking And Chris Lowe can suck a nut. I ain't even playing Don't wanna feel the pain so I stay sleeping Tryna fill the void so I stay eating I know them dudes in your circle gonna stay creeping When a heart breaks it don't break even They say she never loved me. Ah, man, I knew it The voices in my heard are telling me to do it Didn't think that I was crazy? Well this tape will prove it Maybe my death will be the thing that starts the movement [Hook]