Love/Hate

Sitting here trapped in a memory again As I burn all your notes and listen to Boyz II Men And I kind of have a love/hate thing with them Where's the calendar? Oh, damn. Look it's been Exactly one month since we saw them that night Cause I notice it's the 29th as I sit and write And have a love/hate thing with that date, right Cause that night was the very last time we. . Nudge, nudge. Know what I mean? But I digress Guess we went out with a bang, cause that night's was the best! Seriously, I'll stop and get back up on the verses Cause I know you didn't want this when you'd heard that I'd resurfaced I bitch slap mummies and don't care about the curses Arm wrestle Zeus and make him see it wasn't worth it Make the insecure cocky and the arrogant feel worthless Out of this world like captain Kirk piss Still fresher than Mr. Clean bathing in Pine-Sol Make the ladies feel better like a box of Midol I never cheated. Does that help you feel better? Unless you count my music, then I'd need the Scarlet Letter A mixtape out of nowhere. Like, Kulprit where the hell ya been? I posted something fly like I instagramed a pelican It's to help me cope. Ya'll don't really know the hell I'm in I barely been me--half a soul in a skeleton I got this love/hate thing with life More like a hate/hate thing cause it's been trif But I'm looking forward to this getting to my ex In a perfect world I would get this text: "I listened your tape, then I played our songs Then I looked at our pictures and realized I was wrong Yeah we are all that and I see that you've changed." Yeah right. Wake up. Life just ain't the same So, Hollywood and New York get at me So I can be Sel-Go's baby daddy And spread my tunes to world Have a million people hear a song about one girl I got this love/love thing with music It helps me feel sane when I think I'll lose it Remember me when I'm on the Billboards And I how I use to have the bedroom skills you'd kill for