Damaged

[Hook: Noel] I been screwed up for so long Still always do my best to try to prove them wrong They say walk tall but I can barely stand It gets so old, man, I hate being damaged [Verse One] Know there's a heaven I probably ain't going to it Know there's a hell, I already been through it Constantly moving, out-smarting a father abusing a little blonde Boy who dreamed of doing his music My madulla was screwed up at a very young age Self-loathe at five because of kidnaps and rape I felt like an animal. Let's put me in a cage So I can write bars behind these bars about my guilt and my rage Maybe if it hadn't happened, I'd be somewhat ok Maybe my personality would be more than just bad traits Maybe I would look at life in an optimistic way Maybe Kristyn would have stayed, and maybe I would not be frayed And maybe not be so afraid of being played and thrown away The sky's the limit, but it's gray So what's the point in another day? But let's turn another page, run another maze And still go nowhere. Life's a circus, but it's no fair [Hook] (Damaged x8) [Verse Two] I could go on for several hours 'bout how I always look for answers Every minute of my life, I long for having second chances Show me a rapper who's as messed up as me The only way to is with a mirror. That I can guarantee I talk to myself and say, "Who do you want to be?" I want to be someone that every body won't leave Someone who is loved, who does good and causes wow's Pretty much anything that I'm not right now So grab that belt instead of clearing out your throat Not sure if these are lyrics or a suicide note Either way, it's dope. Make your head bob like Saget Kulprit are you straight? Yes, if you mean my jacket Stop with all the racket, all these voices in my brain Accumulated nineteen years of torture and pain But once I get on top, ain't s**t gonna be the same Making all these clouds, I'm just waiting for my reign [Hook] [Outro: Noel] Man I hate being damaged You don;t even know what I been through Make it all go away. Make it all go away