That Was My Life

I ain't that person anymore That ain't just what I'm living for I ain't that person anymore oh no oh no That was my life Potential sex addict Just living for the thrill Creating wounds that I thought for sure would never heal I got a hole in my soul this world could never fill But yet and still, I lie in lust like it will And yet and still I'm knowing this is not your will Following my way, living like you wasn't real But see I knew the truth yeah I had tasted proof But knowing God is something that I kept concealed See the world is pushing, yeah the world was lying Selling fairy tales yep yep I was buying But my soul was crying Friends thought I was flying Cause outside I'm a lion But inside I'm dying I had some bad habits potential drug addict Cause when it come to messing up yeah I was good at it And When it came to giving love I never could have it I'm close to giving up I'm crushed battered so shattered Nothing good mattered I'm staying up at night I'm staring at the ceiling wish my skin just wasn't white I'm feeling lost in life I'm feeling nothings right I'm feeling tossed aside stop the thoughts that cross my mind And I could not decide I'm running out of time These spoken lies lust and pride went and caught my eyes I'm almost broke inside I'm living broke but high I'm crying out who saves me now from this broken life That was when you came Jesus that is your name Freedom just when I changed freed up from all the chains Freed up from sin and pain I seen potential gain My life begins again and deep within I feel a change You took the sin and blame so I am not ashamed I was not okay but now I'm standing wide awake My Debts are gone and paid my help is on its way That life has gone away and this is why I'm free to say