Can I Be Honest?

[Intro: KJ-52] Can I be honest? Will they even here me? Would they even listen? Do they even care? Does it even matter? Does it make a difference? If I was real [Verse 1: KJ-52] Ay yo What if I spoke with, complete honestness What if I told you that I've broken some promises I've dealt with pride ever since a little kid I've compromised and I've doubted like Thomas did I can't hide though He sees the way I live And every single time I told every little fib I can't deny cause He's already knowin' this But to my wife, I regret the times that I missed Been on the road when I really should've been home Been on the phone I took calls I should've left alone Shouldn't of done that See I want you to know Should've been with you not out tryin' to get dough Still got issues, that's hard to let go Still got some bitter situations with a few folks Still got a temper that I work hard to control Gotta remember that's your standard And that's the goal [Hook: KJ-52] Can I be honest? Can I be real? Would they still listen Just to how I feel But if I was honest If I was real Would they even care Just how I feel (x2) [Verse 2: KJ-52] I wanna get back Those who try to doubt me I wanna hit back every time they try to clown me I said some things about those who tried to down me I've been too hard on some people that spin around me Ima' workaholic, addicted to the game Plus sometimes I've been addicted to the fame I look deep inside Things that I'm ashamed Still the little kid conflicted and still in pain But I'm so grateful when I think though how You found me I used to be hateful of everything that's around me I'm so thankful of the way that You still surround me So shameful, yet You love me, it still confounds me See I put myself first I've gone days sometimes without readin' Your word I've acted like a huge jerk Yet You still love me That's the thing that I have learned [Hook] [Verse 3: KJ-52] Sometimes I dumb down Sell a few records Didn't do it though just to get a little cheddar But lookin' back, coulda' made some of my songs better Hindsight's 20-20 so I'm like "whatever" But I regret some of my, broken relationships No matter how hard I tried just to make 'em fit And I don't blame myself I'm not blaming them Too many up in my life I just came and went We're not perfect I serve a God who is I serve a God who lives Says that I'm His kid When I shoot for the mark and when I shoot and miss I serve a God who gives a new start and He forgives He takes everything I ever did And then He throws it in the Sea of Forgetfulness See I'm just bein' honest I hope you gettin' this Cause He's my promise The reason that I live [Hook] [Outro: KJ-52] What should I say? What should I write? Should I even say it? Does it really matter? Would they even listen? Could I be honest? Would they even care? Would they even...(x3)