Vent 3 (Dont Wanna Want)

[Verse 1] I'm in here chillin' in my room thinking about where I'm at Thinking about where Ima go and thinking how Ima get All the shit a nigga need so they think Ima star Need to buy some new chains probably cop a new car I need to get a new bitch one that everyone want One that could suck a good dick but she tell me she don't But deep inside I'm like why man cause I'm not that guy Don't need all them materials man I just need to get by Sometimes I wish I didn't want Why is people so greedy? Why we don't all come together so we ain't got no more needy? I remember back in high school I use to ask you for change Now you asking for advice crazy how shit'll change That's half the reason why I got so much damn anger in heart And I'm like fuck these hoes can't tell these niggas apart I'm tired of living with grudges mayne but shit I'm like fuck it My heart use to be filled with love now it's filled up with trouble I'm tired of mama texting me saying this shit gon' get better Cause I'm down, cause I want better for my sister and brother Better choices better decisions and less consequences I gotta vision though it's vivid if everyone was with it The world would be a better place That's our way for a book And Ima call that shit uh, I gave not I took [Hook] I don't wanna want I wanna be content Say I don't wanna want Let me vent Say I don't wanna want I wanna be content I don't wanna want Let me vent [Verse 2] And as I look outside I see I'm blessed than a bitch Looking over my city but I'm stressed than a bitch People asking about my album like my shit don't exist The label tell me I'm a star but I don't feel like shit I'm still rocking plenty shows still got plenty hoes But goddamn niggas act like they don't know I got flow If I drop my shit today swear to god it's gon' go And I promise ya'll it go harder than any rapper you know I guess my disadvantage is a nigga being from Texas They think I'm good cause they see me in these Rari's and Bentleys Or is my disadvantage me wanting to be my own boss? And not being under Wayne T.I. Diddy or Ross And that right that make me think about the rappers before me If we stayed true to us this shit wouldn't be all on me I would have some type of help Someone I could go to To tell me what I need to do When this shit I go through But the blame ain't on you I'm just tryna show you And that I'm doing all this shit I told myself I won't do To all the rappers after me just know right now I'm going through All this shit for you and me so you won't have to go through [Hook] [Outro] I don't wanna want I wanna be content I wanna be happy with life But I can't be, right now cause I feel like God put me in this situation where I gotta make a better situation for the next Not just rapping this for my family, for my friends For people that don't even know me might not ever meet me or ever hear from me I just feel like I'm one of them people I'm a leader A message I'm bigger than what I'm doing right now I'm bigger than my album that I'm to put out that's about to go platinum I'm bigger than all that This right here this just a stepping stone into what I really need to be doing with my life You know what I'm saying? But at the end of the day I don't wanna want