Use To Be

Verse 1 (Kirko) Man fuck these niggas Make me wish that I ain't tryin to fuck with these niggas And you ain't gotta fuck with me nigga Dont be mad cuz these fans fell in love with me nigga, Still the same nigga that's wishin the same position, Workin every song harder ain't the same collision, Had dreams of a daughter had to change my vision When my aunty got killed man this pain a killer, I call her after every show, had to let her know How her boy feel, why she had to go in the manner that she went, And what I'm supposed to do with all this time that we ain't spent I had plans I was gonna throw a party for her Now that party turned into a funeral I seen alot of pain you hear my music then you should know Im too real for rap niggas in these industry hoes. I kinda feel for these niggas so in love with the dough Playin hardboy, when the camera off a straight up ho I probably seem like a nigga that be all bout hoes I love pussy but shit that ain't all I know. My mind all caged up used to be all dozed Straight hoopin with my niggas now im buyin some clothes To deal with the pain; and saying where I might go I insure my fam' we good so I gotta go by myself Sheddin tears hurt cuz I can't show How a nigga really feel cuz I got 2 shows This bitch talkin bout im cocky man but she dont know And this Hennessey makin me wanna kill this ho Cuz she smiled in a nigga at my Tiphain Show She on twitter talkin down my emotions blow Say my emotions blow Now im screaming in my phone like "bitch do u know how it feel For it to take a nigga 22 years to make millions with your pops and folks that look like him And have a aunty like your momma she was your bestfriend She helped you get your first car, helped you furnish your crib Get your girlfriend a job help you out through shit Dressed your sister up for prom, helped you manage your chips And you turn around and lose her in the same damn year Toward the time you tank it down, what if I was there I probably coulda told her husband that it wasn't fair And to think about their little girls Before he pulled the trigger on her and then killed himself And deep inside im kinda feelin like its my fault If she wasn't helpin me she coula been at home more Doin things that married people supposed to do Its killin me cuz I jus got so damn close to you And everybody callin tellin me to stay strong And it's the reason why I always wanna be alone You get to love a person then you turn around and they gone... I GUESS YOUR GOIN HOMEx3 I used to be a used tooo