PCP (Winter Days)

[Verse 1] I’ve been tryna paint a picture that we won't ever see You’ve been searching for a nigga that I won't ever be Lux told me it was time to move on like I need Pussy power too strong and it won't let me leave Kill me now kill me now please Only married to the game for the dowry You keep telling me it ain't just about me Always stressin' that you came here without me Thanks for the outreach, but I’m ok Luh to run your mouth, tweet what you won't say In the end I wonder will I be with you, no way I’ve been trippin thinking bout the sweetness of your taste Like panque con pasas, my favorite dessert Whatever happened to making it work? Whatever happened is making it worse Hurts more when I’m all alone in this shit Every time I call your phone I hit click Im just too afraid to talk to you Gave away my heart to you But you threw it on the floor and then dipped Slipped and we fell Got back up but now its distant as hell They say ignorance is bliss couldn’t tell I’ll just throw another wish in the well [Pre Chorus] Now who you gonna blame when we both self righteous Wanna stay but it can’t be like this Winter days when my whole world changed up I went away just to deal with the anguish Late at night, up thinking of you Can’t decide, but I think I love you Deep inside I knew it always was you We could make it right if we learned, but whats new [Chorus] My daddy told me never trust a hoe, trust a hoe, trust a hoe Its fair to say that’s why I made that mistake in the first place And girl you’re something like a juggalo, juggalo, juggalo Can tell you’re crazy cause you painted it all over your face All I wanted was for you to treat me like you cared about me But lets be honest, you’ve been known to break a promise So I spoil you till you’re rotten and you can't say sorry You dont ever worry bout a damn thang , shawty Won the vote and never had to campaign for it I’m barely getting by while you champagne pourin’ Tried to live a lie but I can't ignore it [Verse 2] Wylin and flexin and flexin and wylin My baby left when I messed up the timin Found a new freak, now this cloud has a lining I’m ‘bout to beat that shit out of alignment Out of the frame, I’m out of my brain Went back off my medicine now I'm insane Dealing with demons, like lions to tame Plus there’s no guarantees in your lies and you claims And I need some certainty I need to know that you’re down I need security I need two feet on the ground Listen, ‘cause this is the sound She’s immature He’s insecure Feel like every time we disagree it ends in war I’ll keep acting like I’ve never seen this before When it happens end up pressing these lips to yours Please skip the score, play the game Screamin’ “all aboard!” Cause you finna miss the train I saved you an extra seat, you were busy saving face [Bridge] We don’t need “movie star” Be who we are I just think you’re scheming too hard Reaching too far I’ll give you the keys to the car Leave it in park Girl we either eat or we starve Feast could be ours I was scared of dying alone Write it in stone Now I feel finally home Tryin' on my own Swallowed all my pride just to grow wiser in hopes You’d stay by my side But its alright if you don’t Don't [Pre Chorus]