Hideous

[Hook: Mimoza]: You tell me I look beautiful But you still make me miserable You're hideous, hideous Darlin' you're adorable But inside you're an animal You're hideous, hideous Ayo this song is dedicated to anyone that has ever done something they severely regret. That one hideous act buried deep inside [Verse 1] Ayo this is for the lies, this is for the fights This is for the screams that our neighbors heard at night Yo I should've seen the signs, this could've been avoided We built a castle together, why'd you have to destroy it? When all my family told me I shoulda put an end to you I looked my mother right into her eyes and defended you My own blood, I lied to my own blood Acting like it wasn't wrong when it was But even putting everybody else aside, baby this is personal What you did to me was irreversible Cause you left me with a bruise that will always scar me from within And that bruise hurts worse than the one you left me on my skin" Yeah, that's what she said to me See, I'm not an angel and I don't pretend to be So I pray for her forgiveness but I don't know what to do Cause everything she just said was true...I'm hideous [Hook: Mimoza]: You tell me I look beautiful But you still make me miserable You're hideous, hideous Darlin' you're adorable But inside you're an animal You're hideous, hideous [Verse 2] I tried to tell her that I'm sorry, I tried to make her listen She looked at me and told me I would never be forgiven Like, "You tell me I'm beautiful? What a thing to say Then you lay your hands on me and take my beauty away And that's the kind of example you wanna leave our daughter? I hope you rot away as you think about what you taught her" And then she hung up the phone, but I could hear her through the glass "This is the last time that I ever visit ya ass!" When she got up from the chair and she moved to the side I could see our nine-year-old daughter was standin' there the whole time She looked me in the eyes and she cried As her mother took her away and I waved goodbye for the last time Why? Why did I bring my family hell? As the prison guard grabbed me and brought me back to my cell Where prayin' for redemption is all that I can do As I serve ten years for domestic abuse...man I'm hideous [Hook: Mimoza]: You tell me I look beautiful But you still make me miserable You're hideous, hideous Darlin' you're adorable But inside you're an animal You're hideous, hideous