Way I Feel (Interlude)

Broken dreams that been crushing all my hopes & dreams I don’t achieve what I’m working for, where’s the hope for me? A loaded clip that’s been fired right through my self esteem Deliver me, I’m right here tryna create my destiny This here’s my passion, this not just rapping, it’s so profound Got no choice but to work man I’m just tryna get this crown All this doubt that’s in my heart swear I’m sick of hurtin’ Always looking for my soul, man I’m always searchin' Lately I’ve been wondering who’s gonna save me This sick world will drive a sane man crazy People dying, children crying on the daily And I’m just here with writer’s block, my mind is thinking maybe I’m not cut out for all of this, music might not be for me See all these other dope MC’s spitting fire it gets to me I second guess my dreams Despite the time I spend just tryna Write these rhymes, my pen won’t even let out any ink My mind’s just not in sync I’ll miss this chance just if I blink It’s my one shot to bring All of my visions to the brink It’s like I’m going freaking insane again So much on my mind, I wonder how it fit in my cranium These shots that people aim at him And these names that they label him And this time that I’m racing with It all just drives my patience thin I work so hard, I’m just waiting ’til it pays off Coz I’m not down with living life behind the desk at a day job Nah, all I wanna do is rap Don't hand me these college pamphlets you can take that back I learn more from all these lyrics than I learn from a lecture These real MC’s are my only Professor’s Surrounded by students with aspirations to capture See as a Lawyer or a Doctor, and I’m tryna be a rapper So I’m categorised an underachiever due to society Well fuck that, welcome to my Dynasty Yeah, it’s just the way I feel, listen I’m tryna be who you listen to I’m just tryna say we did it dude But we ain’t there yet, see we got so much other shit to do