Difficult Starter

Difficult Starter - Kid ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Since i been back The past, comes back I try so hard to not Have it as fact But in black and white Since I was born iv Been having to fight Family never tried Too focused on wine Fighting all the time But dont feel so sorry im fine Been in fostercare since day one My whole life realising I was alone But in my mind i was shown Intj running through ma soul Perfect lifestyle to allow Me to grow from so much pain an anger Only use it to make myself stronger An you want me tell you how I know God is real truely its no big deal Allow yourself to take in this perspective Now we are all made up of the same thing As the planets and birds which sing Have you ever tried visialisaing flying Well, take in this perspective Why does beauty effect us How do you feel when the stars reviel Free will, the universe too big too make big deals Out of lifes ordeals Gratitude of life now matter circumstance Have faith you can do it and give yourself the chance Start to believe, in yourself, then you'll start to see Life reviel, oppertunties Dont conciel, see the fate you chose to feel Break out before they make you kneel Only say this to the ones i care Difficult life, in difficult time Difficult place, was a difficult kid Difficult set no more cards left When will I be able to put this to rest Yeah An its been a difficult starter But its only made me harder Smarter, calmer, faster, stronger I wonder, how we were made from thounder An born in water, how emotions code the alaphabet order Of its information embedded in the molecular structure You can learn from anything you see, coz life is a refection g Of how you choose to use your belief system you see Our ideas innatly come from our intuition, fuck religion Im talking about conciousness, and the onenous Our atoms, are made the same as the entire system So coincidence will always happen So the entire system, has had faith and guilded us to see it this way Understand how fear of god creates, too much hate But truth in god makes it hard to hate The way we made us this way Let me say that again Truth in god Makes it hard To hate the Way we Made Us This way Never knew how to pray Until I gained faith, in science Then I was enlightended On how to be guided By your trueself, no corporret cell But right now it feels im living in hell For now thats all im gonna share Because if you dont rate this It wasn't for you to hear...