Message To Myself

[Verse 1] So young but I was so prepared To amaze yall like I can walk on air, walk on water Run jump and dunk more harder, than LeBron James and Vince Carter Should I go on? Cause right now my life is just like a played out love song You know when you gotta go save a hoe, knowing you'll die but you still save her tho But that ain't even me im in the action Gymnastics how I somersault a beat then give classics That's for the winner, my circle keep getting thinner Fuck Yall father forgive us We sinners im just repenting or venting Marijauna all in the ventilation system, we cool Enough to freeze don't move Do what you say or they might just blow you away I'm feeling like Dr.J in his prime Only a matter of time Before I take what is mine My work ethic got me destined to shine But I'm, not getting younger a thought that sit on my conscious the doubt we can leave behind [Hook] The weight of world on my shoulders got me gasping for breath I take it on cause I don't need nobody help That's just a message to myself Fight til you ain't got nothing left Just know I tried died and gave it my best That's just a message to myself A simple message to myself That's just a message to myself You make the life that was destined for you, and stay true [Verse 2] Somebody tell me what is fate Is it an early premonition to all the things I'll be late too This that shit niggas relate too, I know Them niggas hate you it show I'm from a place they don't go And I ain't saying that to raise up alarm I'm saying that cause they don't aim at your arm I'm crying invisible tears For all my niggas who ain't make it this year And all my people who been gone for some years I'm battling suicidal thoughts These words my bullets and they aimed at your heart These niggas fake that's why they aim in the dark I'm on point, like I aimed with a dart nigga And that came from the heart Them visuals a visionary I must Be in connection correct me if you just thinking you must But I trust, you haven't thinkin of such Blasphemy these verse are casualties 16s I blast with ease These moments im capturing With the niggas that blast for me and ease the pressure for me [Hook]