Why Knot?

[Chorus] Some people ask me "Why knot?" But why not? Leaving all that I've got It's really easy Just to take that power into my hands Speechless when I get to the Man I couldn't stand this wicked land x2 [Verse 1] I know it's really selfish Lately I'm feeling helpless Life isn't bad for me But it seems to be missing Elpis My Coda's closing in and I feel like I don't belong I know they'll be upset if I choose the option of going home But they don't understand it No one can on this planet I speak to people But they never see I'm weak and damaged Feelings of worthlessness And this isn't working It's impossible for me tell you Why I'm still hurting Wasn't verbally or physically abused But I'm so confused Choose to avoid the rules Loosing my only muse If I could show you my mind I think you would understand I'm nothing special No Hyde and Jekel I'm just another man [Chorus] [Verse 2] Stuck in the darkness It's constantly picking at my carcass Incarcerated regardless The victory is flawless Mortally wounded me in combat Breaking my bones on contact Seeking wisdom I found a pack of wombats It never ends Unless I end it myself Stuck in my ways As I gaze at the rays that I felt They give me hope and tell me My struggle is no less than an inspiration To people facing similar complicated situations Maybe it's time for me to get out of this hole I'm in Start to look for the problem Find it and lo and behold It's sin I'm not surprised If you look into my eyes and see I always knew that I was really The one that was stopping me There's got to be a point To me staying I could be someone's motivation If I'm patient and work to be something more This will of fire in my core Can take me higher than before Up to the Sire I adore If I choose to walk out the door There's always hope