Let's Go Home

[Verse 1] It's been a while since I had a chance to touch the clouds Stuck to the ground, so long that I should've drowned In the darkness that I've been swimming in and living in Adrenaline pumping through and diminishing Closer then most to giving in But, Nimbus is waiting patiently for me to make amends And conquering myself will definitely be my greatest win On this path that few will choose to go and less will finish I'm the silent victor who gets quicker with every sentence Sending this out to whoever's willing to listen in My aim is nothing perfect, won't be surprised if I miss again When I point this gun at me but see this me is really not The one who wants to be much greater Who wants the other to stop And realize that what he's doing isn't helping or healing This selfish, unwilling, body is always closest to killing My feelings on who's truly the villian, I'm feeling him kicking He's telling me he wants to be free, for some reason I listen Sheesh, parasitic, acidic, burning my soul inside Been stuck inside this prison Was convinced with some of the oldest lies Feel like I have the coldest eyes, staring into this molded sky Not asking for answers I'm more concerned with if I'll fold or fly Been fighting myself for years and barely seeing progress Wonder if I've been gone too long Will this bread even digest at this altitude? Just might be falcon food, just might be stranded I landed and sanded my cross but at what cost At a loss of words, I'm feeling like an outcast bandit [Bridge 1] To lose is to gain To do is the same Pain I know it well enough to harbor a change Rain Something I choose to face alone Wrong? Maybe so, but at this time I'm thinking "Let's Go Home" [Verse 2] I love you I hate you Embrace you Berate you At times I want to save you Other times just want to erase you But I'm grateful, some didn't get as far as me Some are more scarred than me Missing arteries, hope is hardly and just living partially Pardon me I just wanted to display my thoughts and share my claims Watch out for wolves and yes beware the flames But wolf is me so watch your step When you decide to give a chance to me My body's fine but see my mind feels like a triple amputee [Bridge 2] Still so far from home But I'm not alone At times I fall But still I will rise And nobody sees But I'm on my knees Please, free me from these chains I can't keep Speaking these Words that fail Why can't I just listen to All the things you say and do My mind is fading Please come save me [Verse 3] Not too many want to but it's time to ascend Finding a fine time for my mind to regen The climate's a ten out of ten So I'm taking this Nimbus right here for a spin Then I fall through I still don't qualify, I apologize for the slight delay I might take a satellite kite today And hopefully I might fly away To a time and space where the place is free Really don't recommend in chasing me Complaining's a waste to me I'm just another face with a case and a plea I misplaced my one key to the lock on my prison Been wasting some time with the gift I was given I need no awards, no certificates, ribbons get torn In the midst of fulfilling this mission, I'm still in it Submerged in a mentality that tells me fallacies Still happily trade you my happiness for your catastrophes I'm glad to be exactly who I had to be Quit with all the blasphemy Their silly speech is just a simple math to me Calculate that talk and subtract whatever won't add up Divide by all the times that they wished I would put my pads up But I'm still in the game, critical mode, and yet it goes on Reach the line of scrimmage and tell my image "Let's Go Home"