Grown Ups

[Intro] [Verse 1] Yee, yee, look at me, look at me, grown and I gotta get it I've got a choice now, I've got a voice now, I think it's time I make my own decisions On my own, I got this, got this plan in my head, bout to soar like a rocket Rock this, 'til it can't rock, then I run like I can't stop, I can't stop If I, hit the brakes, I'll break something, too late for me to take a turn If you could take my place you'd understand where it is i'm coming from Thirteen miles in one of these kicks will kick your whole reality They look at me like what I'm thinking is stupid, they don't know the half of me I have to keep, on this journey, what they say, it doesn’t concern me Living how I'm living, no tripping if I end it on a gurney Burning bridges I should have kept, I kept a log in my mental Flooded with these memories that feel ever so detrimental Lost my way but didn't lose my hope It's just buried, needed a couple of ropes Not people who hate and start cracking a couple of jokes Like maybe I needed something, and I don’t know what is Feel older but, they still treat me like I'm a little kid [Hook] I'm grown now, make it on my own now x4 My own choice, my own voice x3 You don't run me, nah you don't run me [Verse 2] Oh me, you don't know me, show me qualifications Of how you understand my life and all the things that I’m chasing I'm pacing back and forth just waiting for an answer Let me know, and if you do not know the answer Hang this up and let me go, let me fly Yeah let me be free, try to read my heart like a EKG Too complex, you can't understand or degrade me UAV, always watching, collecting information I just try to live my life, but people step in and change it Or they try to, they say I got you, but they don't have me I'm not you, and you are not me, you never will be You feel me? I guess not, you never did, you never have You never would, it never fails, another ride on this carousel Ring around the runaway that couldn't stand it I'm tired of this pain and I just want to leave this planet Planned a grand scheme, but it didn't work out I hurt so many people, how will it ever work now? [Verse 3] Misery crept around the corner and caught me I joke about it but I partially just want to off me I'm feeling awfully, wicked and broken, hoping some arms will be open But they need to come to me, it's like the world is numb to me I feel so dead inside, I feel so hopeless Would anybody read about my journey if I wrote it roll it up into a story Decorate it, make it pretty, fill it with glamour, no clamor Would they show me some pity? If I'm honest I feel bad for me, it's looking like the entire world is mad at me I'm not glad to be a travesty, it's all I know Or all I think that I do, living in the moment Hit a kink and still will I move, huh Show some love to me, I need some time I'm trying to fix myself, you tell me that I need divine Maybe I do, but maybe you should take some time listen I'm bout to blow, I think I hear my mind is ticking My mind is ticking x4