Equilibrium

[Verse 1] Trying to balance my brain These thoughts are not far from deranged The range is from calm to insane You can guess which is often and which is to blame I'm blaming myself for the pain I'm painting my picture in rain They see it, but not how I wanted I wanted to speak but the process is vain These people they reach for my veins They talk, I believe, and explain My whole situation but they are not patient They leave and don't try to refrain And now I'm just stuck in my ways Depression's my lesson and then I repeat it How could I be happy when no one around me Can see I'm already defeated I was always an option, I was never priority No way to describe it my eyes are really no surprise But my mind's the minority I want to do better but don't I try to prepare but I won't Be ready, because every time I know what is coming, but still I decline [Chorus] Trying to balance the mind And at night it's a battle of time Fighting this war, but your on both sides And you don't know which you want to pick Is it going to stick? x2 [Verse 2] Is it going to stick, you can't run from it You don't have to, He always had you You had to see, your friend I am glad to be I hope I can ease your mind I know that you need some time Well I have time, you can have mind And as we climb, I pray you find, equilibrium