Distance

[Intro] There’s no such thing as a painless lesson They just don’t exist Sacrifices are necessary You can’t gain anything without losing something first Although If you can endure that pain and walk away from it You’ll find that you now have a heart strong enough To overcome any obstacle Yeah, a heart made fullmetal [Verse 1] People like me don't seek for peace People like me won't speak for weeks Recluse Never obtuse Just strange Surprised that in time, didn't lose my brain I'm half past passionate When it comes to the Son I'm an advocate When it comes to myself Well I'm not so great Been a child for a while But I never had child-like faith Stick to the script like I'm the one that wrote it They could never steal my feelings when encoded Molded into a killer, my guns loaded Assassinate anybody that comes close It's drastic to say the least I don't play passive I play for keeps Keeping my hermit persona Maintaining the brain of a loner My anger remains in a coma I've come to a point where my joints are just questioning Whether or not we can switch the procedure They tell me that life is whatever you make it I make it submit, then meet it with cleavers That's just how I see it, I'm twisted I know it I go to knife fights with a gun that's unloaded And all of this is metaphorical Questions rhetorical "When will I ever decide?" See distress in my eyes This blessing's a mess in disguise But I won't ask for help If it's not God, I'll ask myself I have no problem with taking the time to speak and listen When it comes to me being a friend Indeed, I'll keep my distance [Bridge] Don't get used to me Usually, I'm long gone Phone home, ETA Is just some days away Once I make it Maybe I'll be close to finding out My true intentions and hopefully I'll see what my mind's about In the mean time In between me searching I can try my best to Speak less and be a better person If it doesn't end up working You can find me where I claim to be These are the words that they heard Whenever they came to me [Verse 2] It's just me Thinking of the ways that it could be Should I stay or should I leave But if I leave, what becomes of me? I'm safest when in this place I'm in All this sin that I've placed within Harley Quinn in my face again Her squad tells me to erase my wins I'm torn between this war it seems Mon ami, don't leave me stranded Look at these things that I've been handed It's a shame that I take for granted My heart is granite at times Apprehending my mind Apprentice to the True Vine And I do find time to define why I live for Divine I'm back in the back drop tracks on the laptop Act like I pack my faith on my shoulders I used to be colder but things have changed I don't even think or speak the same Never saw me as competition Try to maintain while the time is ticking And blinds are flipping I'm finding missing pieces And it's time to decide if I'll place them Centipede, what happened to Jason What happened? Thought He was the captain 'Til it came time for action Now it's all over Now is the time when it really unfolds And we grow so close to the coda So close to the coda The coda