Waiting

Waiting on a corner For a cab that never comes So I end up walking twenty blocks Scuffing up my dunks And I'm pissed off Just bought those sneakers yesterday Life is rarely fair's what you better say Pop into a restaurant I'm waiting for a drink to take the edge off Of what I think time moving slow, sense my cells dividing And I might be the saddest girl alive But I might not, you decide So now I'm waiting on a judgement From a stranger I've addressed in a song That I wrote in a basement I've been sitting in far too long And the fear is adjacent To the calm complacent But the moment but soon crying out for my mom Waiting for the bomb to tick The grenade to blow never know when the pin gets pulled That's why I'm laying low I'll get a grip, I keep on saying so feet are floating All around looking for a place to go [Hook] Re-re relax Why can't I Relax I need to, I ne-I ne-need to Relax Why can't I Relax Re-re Relax Waiting on a quiz that I took in U.S. History: True or false life is just an exercise in Misery? Attempting to discern what this noise is about The reaper's waiting for my heart to fizzle out It seems like everybody's eyes locked on a timepiece Blinded by the rat race, cutthroat, nice jeans Dazzled by the bright lights, fake junk, sightseeing Caught up in a smoke haze, bloodshot, Visine Waiting for my roommates to wake up Waiting to eat some breakfast, cause' I'm hungover as fuck All I've got's myself to blame I guess When I'm asleep's the only time I'm not depressed So I'm waiting waiting on a pillow Praying for some sheets Dodging my own demons I abscond deep in my dreams It's difficult to say which hurts the most Wandering or doing it alone [Hook] Re-relax Why can't I Relax I need to, I ne-I ne-need to Relax Why can't I Relax Relax Re-re-relax Relax