Doctor Don't Know

Last night I called the doctor and he said to me No matter what you try to do you're gonna die eventually Tears inside my eyes I said I'm scared to fade to black He replied girl once you see the light there ain't no turning back My head hurts, my back too Nervous breakdowns, already had two Phone bill way past due And all I got to eat's chicken katsu Feeling kinda like a fat dude My day's just a movie that I sat through Meaningless sequence of snafus Got no cash and an ass bruise Wish I was more like an Ashley or a Lindsay I mean actually maybe Deborah or Elizabeth Life's a motherfucking bitch, isn't it? Yeah it's fun to be carefree Til you're clinging to the edge just barely I have less sex than a mathlete Wanna know the deal don't ask me Last night I called the doctor and he said to me No matter what you try to do you're gonna die eventually Tears inside my eyes I said I'm scared to fade to black He replied girl once you see the light there ain't no turning back All these folks telling me I'm about to be something big But you see joke's on them Sitting in a board room hella bored Can't hear a thing though my amp's on ten Mind in a permanent state of flux mental double dutch Had a bag of cheetos ate em up 3pm and I'm still waking up Wishing I could save myself, but I'm not brave enough Sick of all these handshakes Before I know it every morning bran flakes How much bullshit can a man take til she finally breaks? The difference between getting what you want And what they want is nuanced So listen baby girl put your boots on Here's something to chew on In the end we might go to hell or we might go to heaven So you might as well cut it out with crisis of faith Feeling crushed in the dome like a vice to the face And you might just escape all the time that you wasted If you stuck to the basics Get a grip, buckle up Take a pill, what the fuck Last night I called the doctor and he said to me No matter what you try to do you're gonna die eventually Tears inside my eyes I said I'm scared to fade to black He replied girl once you see the light there ain't no turning back