Life's a Race

CHORUS Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart If i could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause i learnt that times a race 1st VERSE They asked me why i took the heavenly step And tried to quit what i was on ain't got no serotonin left Almost impossible to have fun Shit what if i collapse on Stage next birthday i just hope that i have one Getting blazed from a age i barely had pubes If i leave this world just know that i fuckin' had too I'm in a bad mood what 'ave i done The doctors tell me they can fix me tell me what have i won Okay with rap i topped that But then i thought i dropped back Cause i realized at the top is it really hot lad I just wish i could change up some certain shit And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is Looking in like what have you done Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut I've had enough of this game and the fame it's ridiculous Can't go anywhere without someone wanting picture's shit CHORUS Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart If i could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause i learnt that times a race 2nd VERSE Sometimes you see me smile but i'm hiding my tears You can call it bipolar but i'm writing my fears I can say i'm fearless i'm fearless of a human But i ain't fearless of this feeling i'm consuming Wish this would stop yeah Scott's got a weak side Pop another pill go to sleep and hope i did die What the fuck i thinkin' man i needa get away Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the marryjane Hopefully by the time that this shit drops I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip knot On the fucking program wish i took it slow man I dove into rap and took over what you know man About bein' poor as shit And your missus goes to work you try ignore the shit And suddenly your rich Your buying houses by the water Still you depressed i want a answer from the lord brah CHORUS Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart If i could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause i learnt that times a race 3rd VERSE Standing on the cliff edge Bout to jump dickhead I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this shit end Oh poor me why i whingeing on tracks Cause i'm addicted to tabs and i'm admitting it lad I ain't got shit to hide And don't you sympathize I'm in the middle of the ocean wanna sink and die Will this feeling fly And will i be alright Or am i better off ending everything i tried why OUTRO Is this worth the money If i could turn back time but then time gets away