Im just being me

[Verse 1: Kaysinners] Im 19 , born black when I was a baby , dads hitting my moms that shit was crazy . Only like 2 years old when moms lost the baby . At the day everything seemed so hazy . Never saw my sister cause my father fuking killed her . And my younger brother was a mistake cause my moms had him when she got raped , this shit ain't fake , this is my story escaped . When I was young I used to be a major nerd , study over bitches is what I preffered , had a girlfriend , but the books were always first , I never really missed a single word , you heard? Growing up I was full of nonsense my whole life based on suspense , doing graffiti hopin over fence , my life full of intense , I was in major defense , and I had alot of good friends [Hook : Kaysinners] And I just see , and I just be , have memories. And it dont matter ... im just being me [Verse 2: Kaysinners] Then I turned to a fool and all these things changed when I went to high school . I met a couple girls , made a great bond , this was the place that I belonged , but something had gone wrong. I got dumber by the minute , started slacking on my classes , getting lots of late passes . Not doing all my work looking at girl asses . Then soon alot of people left out of my life , that shit didn't felt right I was wonsering at night , why didn't they say bye? [Hook : Kaysinners] And I just see , and I just be , have memories. And it dont matter ... im just being me [Verse 3: Kaysinners] Im the type of person that hates when people talk , I like silence when I go and whenever I walk . I might laugh but that doesnt really mean that I mean it , im known to be serious so my nigga just beat it . I got alot of older women that like me , but I dont pay attention to them because ill just be wasting my breath and life is a test , that I haven't passed because it ain't over yet [Hook : Kaysinners] And I just see , and I just be , have memories. And it dont matter ... im just being me