What I Do

[Intro: Baby Bone] If this is what you want You got to push You made it this far Now show them what you do [Verse 1] How many years did I stay in my room And I slept half the day, let's say until noon Turned my Xbox on I'd be playing it soon Treat my life like a flower that I'm waiting to bloom Slowly lost all my friends then my girlfriend left Just about a month later me and her friend slept Together and then on to the next girl let me Think I'm having fun, but I still felt empty Pain bottled up so I went insane Almost lost this life like forget this game So I write it all down I expect this day To be a new beginning got to vent this pain It takes a lot of patience, can't get anxious Ripping up these tracks on an every day basis Trying to launch off so close I can taste it And when it finally happens it'll be outrageous [Hook] This is what I do with my headphones on This is what I do when I'm in my zone This is what I do when I write a new song With a pen and a pad or I type it in my phone Do it everywhere I go from the house to the lab Write the words on my mind got a thousand to rap Didn't think I'd make it when I was small, but I grew Into the person that I am now this is what I do [Verse 2] There's at least half a dozen ways that I ached Popped so many pills wasn't able to wake So I sought some help I was taking a break Had to check myself in before I made a mistake Looking up at the ceiling every night that I slept All the fear that I felt I would write and I kept Every lyric in my mind then I played that song Every day in my head til I came back strong Wake up by seven, eight at the latest Got back in shape and I'm feeling my greatest Released by the docs so I'm off my hiatus I'm going all in someone take me to Vegas Chips are on the table now let the dice roll When I finish this album I'm reclaiming my soul No more deciding if I stay or I go Imma run until I make it all the way and I blow [Hook] [Verse 3] No one's understanding me Living in a fantasy No one is a fan of one who can't stand up Devil won't you dance with me No one's understanding me Living in a fantasy No one is a fan of one who can't stand up Devil won't you dance with me Trying to make sense of the cards I was dealt Started rapping nonsense they were bars that I felt Then I realized soon I was harming myself Had to do something fast I was starving for help [Baby Bone] "And that's what you are A starving artist You're hungry You got to get out there and feast" [Kasland] Do you know what it's like to be that outcast Time is not your friend and it's running out fast Can't wait for the ball it's a hundred yard pass Got to catch up with the pro's if you want to outlast Other players on the field, got to climb your way up To the top of the food chain you got to stay up Better make it on time cause it won't wait up You only get one shot to claim that you came up So here I am and here I stand A stronger, braver, and better man I'm rebuilding the life that I know I can And if you're coming with me then take my hand cause [Hook] [Outro: Baby Bone] There's no time to rest No time to think There's hardly any time to act There are quitters, and then there's you