Eidolon

I couldn't hide my face to claim my innocence I wouldn't have the sense to keep going on Maybe I'm just too proud to stand in your defense? Still I feel the pull of hidden wires I'm never gonna try, I lied, I dared to speak my mind When all the old changes made before Don't seem to change a thing at all Are you real? I wouldn't find my place with this poor disguise Why can't I face myself without these lies? I couldn't find my path without knowing it I've been around every turn; I know what's left is right I never let it die, I tried I dared to free my mind And all the same changes as before Don't seem to change a thing at all I'm never gonna try, I know that I won't go back It started with a smile, I know, but it won't come back This is real I should have seen it coming Now I'm feeling nothing I was taken far beneath the middle I'm never gonna try, I know that I won't go back It started with a smile, I know, but it won't come back