Bitter Sweet

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me I don't want you, but I need you, I love you and I hate you at the very same time See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad Never did this before, that's what the virgin says We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says God talk to me now this is an emergency And she claim she only with me for the currency You cut me deep bitch, cut me like surgery And I was too proud to admit that it was hurtin' me I'd never do that to you at least purposely We breakin' up again We makin' up again But we don't love no more I guess we fuckin' then Have you ever felt you want to kill her And you mixed them emotions with Tequila And you mix that with a little bad advice On one of them bad nights you have a bad fight And you talkin' about her family, her aunts and shit And she say motherfucker your mama's a bitch You know, domestic drama and shit All the attitude I'll never hit a girl but I'll shake the shit out of you But Ima be the bigger man Big pimpin' like Jigga man Oh I guess I figure it's Bittersweet, You're gonna be the death of me I don't want you, but I need you I love you and I hate you at the very same time See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad Never did this before, that's what the virgin says We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says God talk to me now this is an emergency And my niggas said I shouldn't let it worry me I need to focus on the girls we getting currently But I been thinking and it got me back to sinkin' it this relationship even got me back to drinkin' and this Hennessy Is gonna be the death of me And I always thought that you havin' my child was our destiny But I can't even vibe with you sexually Coz every time that I try you will question me Sayin', "You fuckin' them girls, disrespectin' me? You don't see how your lies is affecting me You don't see how life was supposed to be And I never let a nigga get that close to me And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be You always gone, you always be where them hoes'll be." And this the first time she ever spit her soul to me I fucked up and I know it G I guess it's bittersweet poetry