Stress

Chorus: I confess im a mess All i ever do is stress I'm depressed than a mutherfucka NIGGA! X3 With a handful of pills tryin' to numb all of my pain Tell me do you motherfuckas even feel it? Tell me do you even feel it!?! I confess im a mess All i ever do is stress I'm depressed than a mutherfucka NIGGA! X3 With a handful of pills tryin' to numb all of my pain Tell me do you motherfuckas even feel it? Tell me do you even feel it!?! I've been writing all these records with resentment tryin' to find the happiness i’ve never had Happiness i never had! I wish i could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that i really am! Person that i really am! All the fuck i ever really feel is pain And i don't think you could even understand You could never understand And all the fuck i ever really feel is pain And i dont think that you could even understand Nah! Verse 1: Hold up Cuz i don't think you’ll ever get it Dismissing all of my issues and tell me to be submissive Attentive whenever rappin' I focus upon the tedious I resemble my father, thats if we’re speaking of temperaments Temporarily out of it Falling off of an ottoman Noddin’, bobbin’ and weavin’ I will depart out of my moccasins While i swallow Kalonopins and i'm takin' some mescaline, ketamine and excedrin Ain't no need to exaggerate But i'll elaborate I want chemically imbalance and killin' my seratonin from using drugs with no moderation For daily sedation i should be placed under observation The fact that im faded is act-u-ally embarassin’ I see this as a vice and i'm usin’ it as a crutch But if i'm being honest with you I feel like i fell in love with the thought of me dyin’ young and not reaching my full potential cuz… They never realize you’re great until you die Ah! Murder it all i want to appease I bet that i'm really a beast I never release I'm givi'n the people a feast the way that i'm killin' the beat You lovin' it all enjoying the ride I bet that you feelin' the vibe Is that what you want? Fulfilling your needs? Now give me a minute so i can proceed LAWD! Now this is not the life i really wanna lead And all my pain is transparent Its not that easy to see I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened So i been feelin' the same just tryin' to live with this thang! Chorus Tough luck nigga keep your fuckin' head up They kick you while you was down and now you refuse to get up You medicating every single emotion that you feelin' You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems You never speak of your issues unless you writing a song or two You’re living with depression - its real and you fuckin' know its true I'm guessin’ that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same shit You need to get a grip, you dope as fuck And people tell you it! You need to be a man and start asserting all your confidence You’re fuckin' 24 and you still can’t except a compliment You need to make a change But i know i'm stating the obvious And i wanna be better but its never that easy! Very vivid depiction of pictures that i've been painting I promise you’ll feel my pain in a second So ill explain: Cuz a couple years ago i couldn't even find a friend to call And now you hit me up like, “i'm really lovin' your record dawg and people never listen.” I'm speaking bout bein' real I say i'm cuttin' my wrist and you tellin' me that its dope I know you praying that i blow So we can all get rich “and if you make it you can take me with you man that would be it cuz i've been down from the beginning, boy i knew you was the shit! remember when i said that you would be the one to make a hit?” Hell nah! i dont recall, suck a motherfuckin dick bitch!