Lonely

[Hook:Kaan,] Yeah uh huh lord yeah alright, yeah, huh I am fatigued I give it my all with my music people do not recognize the passion I have for the crowd The effort with every line that I write are ridiculous Life has effected my content all of the symptom was set on my conscience The Security is begging pursers So why is my depth in the constant obsession Now I am afflicted thinking about the life I chose and the path the young, Nigga I'm moving on, I'll be down and out Because i was looking for the answer but Never really had no questions and I'm gonna have them accepted I'm getting sicking tried of rejection I said I can't deal with nonsense Planning big cons, wishing I wasn't this depressed So I can deal with the stress I feel at all times And the bae what the fuck am I doing with the kid Cos' hope it does weed, Nigga I can take the D to the Depths of your soul with the list of my goals That I could never retain and you will take in vain I tried to explain and give you my pain Take a listen to the record and tell me I'm insane With the way i was raised I swear I've never been trained Been prepared to be alone Like a predator tone I've been looking for the meaning of a life With the voice in my head trying get it alright I can never get a light When I felt like I needed it Proceeded with my genius Cos' conceive it is the meanest shit You will be of a pain And the sickest nigga that picked up the pen I guess it all depends up on the mood and the man And the mind stayed with you alright his with him What is my time I refined what it means To mend it out of occasion You never related, rely on my pain and the passage is written on pages There's really no pages to stretch of the sins Cos' the sinners may say I give you the truth And it's never debated degraded by hatred And giving your ignorant comment to see full accomplice of reason My love is abolished Lord [Hook] I’m writing a story that you couldn’t fathom, yeah I'm giving a vision that you could imagine ,yeah Do i wannna' is the question that you been asking All the pain that I put into my lyrics I wonder if anyone really gets me, lord Yeah, your wondering what is my thesis Yeah, your wondering what is my thesis Yeah, your wondering what is my thesis Why am I lonely when people are phony I felt that I needed someone to believe in, lord Tell me that you want the real shit Then take a second and listen you'll feel this As I rhyme on this, on my self esteem That would evaporate in my adolescence Turn introspect it felt so dejected I should use a noose as a newest necklace I'mma set the scene from my wildest dreams And if I was in ever in a valley of shadow of death And I wanna be the motherfucker you define the best With the ride to test releasing all stress I confess , that i speak of a life from my view With deceive and disciple With the blood and the few Stain the white flag you that you use as truce All bets are off there is no more illusions And anyone wanna get a division is confusing And I really want a nigga i want to infuse them And my flows for music, niggas are so clueless Mine are all facts and don't know where truth is I put it all on wacks and backtrack maneuvers I try to succeed and you associated All my fucking pain has been deregulated In my isolation I was hesitating Now I'm terrified and that I will never make it Life is so evasive I could make a statement Now I'm signify what you really mean That's another part that you'll never get Unless I paint a picture you could visualize That was so surprising nigga I could prize it That's the endless shit for you to realize That I am so lonely I am so lonely I am so lonely [Hook] Lord Lord I’m writing a story that you couldn’t fathom, yeah I'm giving a vision that you could imagine, yeah Do I want to live is the question that you have been asking All the pain that I put in my lyrics I wonder if anyone gets me, lord Yeah, you wondering what is my thesis Yeah, you wondering what is my thesis Yeah, you wondering what is my thesis [Close] Why am I lonely when people are phony I felt that I needed someone to believe in lord