Struggle Addiction

[Intro: K-Rino] Touch that iron enough times You start realising that it's pretty hot But at what point do you stop touching it? Come on You know it never works but you keep doing it anyway You know it never works but you keep trying it anyway [Verse 1: K-Rino] Real question, why do I indulge in things That make it seem like I'm in love with pain? Everybody speculating why the rug was stained Cause the sweat and tears dried but the blood remained Now I'm laying back thinking 'bout my cousin, man I'm on some other sh-, like when the subject change And the moment that I walked inside, judgement came Cause I ain't have a dozen chains like Clubber Lang I guess you could say that I sacrificed some pay Cause I chose not to sign my whole life away But anything in hindsight seems suffice to say And even the broken clock is right twice a day Now, my main affliction's a pain addiction The same condition, but I won't change prescriptions So by definition I'm insane, the custom is scuffing Cause only a fool keeps going back to receive nothing [Hook: K-Rino] I must have a struggle addiction Cause I won't change my troubled existence I'm still living but something is missing Keep doing the same thing, leading to the same pain I really must love this condition Cause I won't find another position I'm too trifling and stubborn to listen Keep doing the same thing, leading to the same name [Verse 2: K-Rino] Now despite people's envious ways, I'm feeling fine Only dream that you seem to have is killing mine I showed love they wasn't thinking about showing While I was bringing 'em up, I was sinking without knowing Enabling the slick-hearted to make my life harder As I'm saving them from drowning they pulling me underwater Dead weight brings you down, I wasn't knowing that then It's best to cut a loose string than try to sow it back in I blame me for failing to move on Only fools keep walking on glass with no shoes on Dedicated to my craft, it's been a turbulent ride Sometimes it takes more away from me than what it provides Still I keep coming back to it and taking a beating Like a person who just won't leave somebody that's cheating And if your plan fell through a few times, let me tell ya One of the main ingredients of success is failure [Hook: K-Rino] [Verse 3: K-Rino] See, be true, see through, every blatant and weak move Deceitful people, Satan waiting to sweep you Chase new breakthroughs, if you're struggling, make do You can run for ever but you can never escape you This learned behaviour was too vicious to discern Never did you think that your life would be taking this turn Nothing to be trusted at all, even the kiss burns Not knowing the feeling of having something when it's earned Sadly, crafty people seeking to grab me Into the bottomless misery bag, try to add me Plus you, now you in deep the pressure because you Wondering if anybody actually loves you Turn rat, one that you trusted in done that Once that happens your confidence never comes back Systems, twisted, spiritually conflicted But if you're listening then you're in position to fix it [Hook: K-Rino]