Amnesia

[Verse 1] I don't know where I'm at or who I am, I'm being asked If I recognize certain places and faces, scriptures and diagrams Evaluations to see where my mind is They said I'll understand in due time but I don't know what time is They bring a woman in to visit me And she descriptively begins to give to me vivid periods of my history I'm trying to figure out who this could be A mystery it all persist to be, right now I don't even exist to me She kisses me like she been missing me Then instantly the doctor gives her paper with twenty words on a list to me For hours he tried to empower me And out of the twenty, nineteen I couldn't place but one was jumping out at me I don't feel crazy, I'm very sane I'm trying to gain recollection, the doctor matches pictures up to every name I try to concentrate to remember but nothing comes I overheard the doctor tell the same lady I'm suffering from Amnesia [Hook: x2] My world, ain't the same Don't know who I am, I don't know my name Can't remember my life, I can't remember my ways Can't remember my nights, I can't remember my days [Verse 2] Now, they bring me to a different bed and hooked me up to a machine That gave his thoughts when they strapped it to your head Was I a righteous man or evil dude, they judged my feelings To certain words based on how fast the needle moves My reactions would diversify, the words they said sparked emotion Some made me laugh and others made me cry The needle jumped out at a crazy pace and when he said The word from the list that he gave me, I saw the lady's face They brought a young child in Who began to shed tears until he looked into my eyes and started smiling Like he was happy that he found me, something was familiar about the feeling When he wrapped his arms around me, listen Something is coming back, I'm reminiscing A distant memory of me and this child but there was somebody missing Where was this other person at, part of this puzzle could be deciphered If something could bring that person back It's no mirrors in this room I'm at, to prove this fact They handed me a picture of myself and I asked em who is that I start to drag like I'm going mad It was something making me feel hatred for this picture even though I had Amnesia (Hook x2) [Verse 3] I tore the picture up and then I screamed The frustration of not knowing nothing of nobody was just too extreme Hopes that my memory could be redeemed I'm still struggling with the one word that seemed to outshine the other 19 They strapped me down like a wild man, the lady walked back in the room With another female who held the child's hand When I felt that presence it calmed me, but as they swarmed me The calm became a storm cause what they sung alarmed me I heard the hate they spoke with optics blurred Telling me the reason I forgot them and myself was I forgot the word Right then I felt it like a gust of wind A voice said wake up, I heard clapping and I was on a stage with 2 other men Opened my eyes and realized, G A hypnotist had hypnotized another man and at the same time hypnotized me He said raise your arm and hold it up The other hypnotized man was the Dr and in my hand the list was folded up I opened it wondering what can it be It was the 19 words from the fantasy, the list consists of friends and family Yeah my mother wife and son is who those people was And the one word from the list that seemed to stand out was the word 'Love' Suppressed in my subconscience mind, amnesia in this case Is when love is in you but you forget to show it all the time Now back to normal, he's converting me Said I wouldn't recall a thing, went back to my seat And told Dope, "I told you it wouldn't work on me" Amnesia