Almost

*gunshots* [Talking] Yeah, I'm bout to introduce Potential tragedy *laughs in the background* This song goes out to every man who Ever been on the edge And wanted to jump But didn't....listen [Verse 1] I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning This whole relationship has been very disappointing We argued last night for 3 hours straight What used to be unconditional love is now straight hate Disrespect my manhood, I can't let her I told her the type of dude that I was when I first met her We clicked from day 1 and out the gate we had love But the love we had at first turned to bad blood More fussing and fighting and less communication Led to a potential domestic situation Was never satisfied with my choice of occupation Gave no motivation, doubted my determination Threats to put me out of her house were the worst case Especially since I ain't wanna move in in the first place Said she'd never throw it in my face but she was lyin' I'm trying, but she ain't knowing she was this close to dyin' [Hook] I almost murdered my girlfriend I almost murdered my girlfriend I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning Im tired of living in this hell I'd rather be sitting in a jail cell I almost murdered my girlfriend [Verse 2] I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning [Yeah] At least 3 or 4 times I gave her fair warning Unemployed, waiting for my money to improve She was paying the bills so she started putting power moves Telling me I ain't a man, I'm sorry and I'm lazy Talking to me in ways she never did and it's crazy Never mentioned the time when she didn't have a dime I grinded for her and two kids that wasn't even mine Now the tables done turned and my pockets are clean I started seeing her true colors and that color was green You either love me or you don't love me, ain't no in-between Using your money as a weapon on my self esteem Telling your friends all our problems you cried and lied If you gon' put em in our business and these terrible signs While they telling you what their husbands and boyfriends do You on the phone complaining about what I ain't doing for you That's why.. [Hook] [Verse 3] She lay down and fell asleep without making the bed up I'm fed up, her dirty friends pumping her head up I ain't tripping on making love cuz even when we do I'm trying to do my best to visualize any woman but you But im sure you do the same thing too Our problems ain't nothing new Good times are far and few You ask for my advice but when I hand it you drop it quick Like you just wanna know what I'ma say so you can do the opposite Years ago I should've quit you, you swung at me I grabbed your hand, you told the police that I hit you Official, theres too many problems we couldn't get through Plus some issues with this one dude you refused to admit to You wanna know a man? Study and see Don't judge what he is today, try to see what he could be I didn't kill her, I spared her life But the next night I woke up and caught her standing over me with a knife [Hook]