When Crying Is Easy

[Verse 1] This life is such a mystery to me Searching for something make me happy I have everything no reason to complain Is there any medicine for this pain For some reason I'm still struggling to find my way I've had time when I full with no food on my plate And I'm not rich but far from struggling It seems the more I did the greater my struggle is [Pre-Hook] Still fucked up Still acting tough I'm my own worst enemy Always the life of the party I'm having fun not hardly If it wasn't for my son I would probably be on drugs This Jack Danials ain't enough [Hook] When crying is easy can't stop the tears from falling Why do the streets keep calling me When crying is easy I should be smiling Cause God has been so good to me When crying is easy I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me When crying is easy oh when crying is easy I'm so tired of crying [Verse 2] I've cried so much that I am feeling dehydrated And more they say they love me the more I'm filled with self hatred The label they believe in me so they gave me what I said I need New breast new teeth but why in the hell do I feel so cheap Got me running from myself to my songs Cause music is doing less help more harm Made me take a real look at myself Evaluate the little self-esteem I have left [Pre-Hook] Still fucked up Still acting tough I'm my own worst enemy Always alive for the party I'm having fun not hardly If it wasn't for my son I would probably be on drugs This Jack Daniels ain't enough [Hook] When crying is easy can't stop the tears from falling Why do the streets keep calling me When crying is easy I should be smiling Cause God has been so good to me (he's been so good to me) When crying is easy I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me (I'm so scared) When crying is easy oh when crying is easy I'm so tired of crying [Verse 3] Tried to find it in a man Tried to get it from my fans (I tried to get it from my fans) Tried to pour it from a cup But I still ain't have no luck Tried to find it in my heart Tried to cover up the scars Sometimes I feel like I'm from mars How come crying can be hard [Hook] When crying is easy can't stop the tears from falling Why do the streets keep calling me When crying is easy I should be smiling Cause God has been so good to me When crying is easy I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me (so scared) When crying is easy when crying is easy I'm so tired of crying