Turn Back

[Hook: Maverick Sabre] I've been living this daily With no peace no day dreams to save me Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time. X2 [Verse 1: K Koke] Born May 1985 10 months later my little bro arrived Raised in a place where its do to survive My mommy shot food to put honey in our hive I can see the hunger in her eyes I can see that something wasn't right She taught me how to rapish up my first ticket She told me watch my back and b smart with it And I wish that I could take you there To a place that my brain takes me everyday I can smile but it still won't take the pain away I could try but remain in this lonely place From a child Ive been raised in a soldier way Mommy didn't ramp she called us the krays No jokes she showed us the ways [Hook: Maverick Sabre] I've been living this daily With no peace no day dreams to save me Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time. X2 [Verse 2: K Koke] Mommy couldn't cope so she turned to drugs But auntie Tina give us hope she was there for us I was raised on the roads wheres its rare to trust Now my hearts been broke now im scared to love An I might seem closed until I open up Feel the weight of the struggle Ive been holding up Been betrayed by a cuddle and a heartless hug I drink pain from a bottle till my heart feels numb Cause I came from the bottom of this bottle of rum Ain't changed from a young un Ive been stuck in the slums Grey days up in London ain't no summer for us There trying to take aid they want my brother in cuffs And I just came home this ay nothing to ask Like the court don't know how a suffer does Dis is poor home grown but moms love was enough So I want to give her more than shes giving to us [Hook: Maverick Sabre] I've been living this daily With no peace no day dreams to save me Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time. X2 [Bridge: Maverick Sabre & K-Koke] I don't want to feel this I don't want to seek this I don't want to hurt no more I don't want to be this I don't want to feed this I don't need to fight this war Cause im trying to be somebody There's nothing I fear that can cloud it I'm trying to be somebody Need to get on up Need to get on up now.. [Hook: Maverick Sabre] I've been living this daily with no peace No day dreams to save me Get high cause I want to survive Wish I could turn back the hands of time X2