Til I Die

[Intro - K. Jayz] Speaking of suicide, I ain’t never going out like that (Never thoughts of suicide) I’m in this life to live to the fullest (Livin’ til the day I die) [Verse 1 - K. Jayz] Back when I was a younger lad, never thought that this would be the life I’d have But I have to make you understand I was living in Never-Ever Land where shit don’t never go your way Good friends always seemed to fade away Breakaway from reality so I can at least have a decent day These niggas’ll turn they back on you in a half of a second I always regret letting them in my life, but I never forget it Cause now I’m stronger and wiser I never adapt to the lifestyle of another motherfucker on paths different than my own Stay the fuck outta my zone Tell me, are you ready for anything if the time is on? Answer me that question, are you really prepared? Prepared for other niggas looking to get theirs For me, myself, and I, I stay ready til the day I die I’ma rap for the rest of my life, no thoughts of suicide Since my late brother in heaven cannot witness this I’ma do this for him, til my life finishes [Hook - GG] Looking for ways to go through my life I’ll never be out until the day I die I might live wrong, but in my head I’m right Never be satisfied until I’m in the sky [Verse 2 - K. Jayz] You was there for me when nobody else existed At least in my mind, cause nobody else would ever listen I was only 5 years old when you left the world But five years is enough to know that you was real I was the oldest, but you were still ahead of your time Like you already knew the impact you’d leave in our lives And strangely enough, it’s like you never left You watched over with God to keep our lives in check I can’t begin imagine where my life would be If you was never there, heaven knows I was lonely I needed someone like you so I could console And when you left, it was like a last episode But now I do stupid things to keep the stress at bay Like fucking with hoes, and always looking for Mary J You was heaven sent, so now you back up in the sky And I won’t see you again, until the day I die [Hook]