Ringside

[Verse 1] Beat myself until I'm bloody And I'll give you a ringside seat Say that it's embarrassing I'm sorry that you had to see me like that [Verse 2] So you could either watch me drown Or try to save me while I drag you down Wanna fix it, but I don't know how It isn't fair to make you wait around While all your friends are going out [Verse 3] So Jesus, can you help me now? Trade me in for a briar crown Is there anybody coming back for me? If they ever were, they are not now [Chorus] So what's there left to talk about? I'm holding on just like a scratch-off ticket How I dig my nails into your skin Honey, I'm not stupid I know no one wins this kind of thing It's just another way to kill an hour Wishing I was different Nobody deserves a second chance But, honey, I keep getting them [Outro] Like a scratch-off ticket How you dig your nails into my skin Honey, I'm not stupid I know no one wins this kind of thing It's just another way to kill an hour Wishing I were different Nobody deserves a second chance But I keep giving them