Monsters In My Head

[Intro] What time is it? Man, fuck today [Judicious] I roll out of bed slept like shit feeling restless I go to my red car in sweats in the cess it's When I'm a mess which, is every fuckin day depression Stuck in this shit for years I'm stressing Day in and day out God enjoys ignoring my blessings When I'm bleeding, screaming, puking and crying, cuz I'm fiending for the old feeling of being me Before Max crashed into that tree, and JG fell out onto that street When I used to feel happy but sadly something in me turned at me Can't explain it exactly, but that's what the facts be The real me's in a taxi, smoking weed in the back seat Headed to hell, paper rolled so don't fax me Yo Maxy I miss you, I still cry like a little girl with a box of fuckin tissues Except I need a pallet for each one of my issues Like the bitch who's in marriage, shit who killed a kid in a miscarriage My distortion if out of proportion, I meant to say she had an abortion Only splurting these words for the hurting you did to me I'm certain Girl I'm haunting you for life, Boo ! You won't stop it Tsunami's coming and it's closing your curtain [Hook] Monsters in my head will never let up Throw me down but I always find a way to get up Sharp as a number 2 point with the lead up Stabbing a mess in your chest cuz I'm fuckin fed up And fuck the government, all they do is fuck our head up But fill the keg up, sip back on captain put your fuckin leg up Parrot on my shoulder while I hold your peg up Walk on the ceiling, the keg stands, I'm the man now raise your hands And chug your fuckin red cup [Judicious] I'm not big on doing hooks, but I feel like a crook So look when I pull it out my sleeve, Captain Hook Put down that book, cuz your stories bore me Unlike mine lethal and gory and they will leave you shook Shaking just taking the time to let it ache in your mind Meanwhile I'm making a rhyme my heart breaks but it's fine You think I'm faking and lying come to this basement of mine Where you'll be faced with the crying the same that rape did to my fuckin eyes It's so sad when I look back I don't show mad I wish some of my life was only on a note pad It's been a rough trek full of pain well I know lad But I wouldn't choose another one so let's go gad [Hook] Monsters in my head will never let up Throw me down but I always find a way to get up Sharp as a number 2 point with the lead up Stabbing a mess in your chest cuz I'm fuckin fed up And fuck the government, all they do is fuck our head up But fill the keg up, sip back on captain put your fuckin leg up Parrot on my shoulder while I hold your peg up Walk on the ceiling, the keg stands, I'm the man now raise your hands And chug your fuckin red cup