Kill Me

[Judicious] I hate my life, can’t wait to make it right I’m aching to get back to me so I can take it straight to Christ I’m on top of the world, I’m baked the lakes look nice Hit a great bong, vacate it’ll take you flights And it hits nice, just wait til you break the ice Depression sucks, suicidal it’ll stay for life I can’t rest unless I aim the blade and scrape the knife Pressure on the vein, blood sprays and fate was right He’d take his life, wake up and rape his wife Realize he wasn’t sleeping, take a shot and make it twice Sipping liquor while gazing at his naked wife Dead lays the lady who had his children gave them life I’m too depressed, grab my throat said screw the breath Choked passed out, fell to hell and ooh there’s death He said you will never lose this stress So move it, guess what we got you doing next You gotta prove the rest of us That your loose screws are the best of us My loose screws are too loose for you to re noose ooh, re juice My brain is racing it’s like I’m better aching for medication While I’m pacing around patiently waiting for my sedation Cuz I tasted the perks, grabbed the pill bottle and scraped it I’m wasted off 3 pills, an eighth of laced weed and a case I faced for me I’ll rape this beat, take the condom and staple it to your feet And mark my place that I came for my defeat Ain’t no way you crazy like me Insane as he, looks plain but maybe there’s a way he Can hang with Shady, we crazy, and can say fuck all you who hate me