Change

[Verse 1] I can't smell the roses No, I haven't for some time And I guess I'm striking poses Every time I step outside I keep on running Try to beat it with a bottle I thought four was plenty But now they're all empty [Chorus] I pulled back those curtains And I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when you spend so long hurting You can forget to believe in grace Too many conversations with the burden Got me crying out loud for change [Verse 2] Broken bathroom mirror I've not used it for a while Been avoiding my reflection That's a symptom of denial I recognized myself today Little steps, little steps we take I threw away the empties Boy, there were plenty [Chorus] I pulled back those curtains And I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when you spend so long hurting You can forget to believe in grace Too many conversations with the burden Got me crying out loud for change [Bridge] I don't know where this goes And I don't know how it ends All I know is that I'm changing And I want her back again I don't know where this goes (I don't where this road is taking me) And I don't know how it ends (and I don't know if I'll ever find my peace) All I know is that I'm changing (I know something's changed in me) And I want her back again (and it happened when) [Alternative Chorus] I pulled back those curtains And I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when you spend so long hurting You can forget to believe in grace Too many conversations with the burden Got me crying out loud for change [Chorus] I pulled back those curtains And I let the sun in again It's like I saw morning for the first time And she welcomes me like a friend And when you spend so long hurting You can forget to believe in grace Too many conversations with the burden Got me crying out loud for change