Heaven or Hell

[Intro: Raekwon] Yo, what it is man? What's going on man? Come on man [Verse 1: Raekwon] She dissed me when she walked out the door She kissed me, Louis luggage on the floor Gazing, plus the room was misty I felt a slight urge telling me to wisen up I can't previse her, she dead in the right, the don's a jiver I lost my most powerful piece, my queen Broke her heart in sixty six ways for some bitches and schemes The only thing she left was a rose, and left the Rolls in front of the building Now how the fuck my pain get exposed, damn What happened man? [Verse 2: Joy Denalane] We don come to a point where it can't be denied no more I don't even understand what we're still in this for I didn't mind the sacrifice to keep our love alive But something died so long ago, just can't be revived There comes a time you gotta face the situation and make a choice in life We're caught up in a state of hesitation, and that just won't suffice Don't get me wrong, I done thought this through, yeah The way you hold me used to console me Now all I feel is the emptiness in you [Hook 2X: Joy Denalane w/ Raekwon ad-libs] What do you believe in, heaven or hell? I don't believe in heaven cus we're living in hell and that's my life With you [Verse 3: Joy Denalane] Yeah, listen to me You sing my praises everyday, you used to tell me how you needed me I know how proud you were that day I brought home my degree But you had dreams and all I wanted was for you to see them through And through it all I forgot that I once had dreams too I should have had the sense to pay attention, cause someone told me to The road to hell is paved with good intentions, and Lord knows it's true The years that I gave, were they all in vain? Used to adore me, now you ignore me How could I know we would end up this way? [Hook 2X w/ Raekwon ad-libs] [Bridge: Joy Denalane] What hurts me most, deep inside Now that I'm letting go, you seem surprised I wanted you back for oh so many years now You used to act like you were holding your career down It's not the dreams I kiss goodbye It's that we used to be a team and I lived this lie What's past is past, now listen well I'm leaving your ass, gonna meet you in hell [Hook 4X w/ Raekwon ad-libs] [Outro: Raekwon (Joy Denalane)] (That's my life) You know what I'm saying? It's all good Word up, The Chef, you know how I go Joy, Joy Joy, whatup, one love baby, hold it down