Solitude

[Verse 1:Josbi] Happiness escapes while I age in my room Taking all my time to see myself bloom I'm stoned and alone again this afternoon Trynna be remembered forever like coach Boone Trynna play the cards right for the first time Trynna take my mind back to my first rhyme Used to rhyme about funny shit like my dick Now I can change the world with alI that I spit I don't wanna waste all the time I was sent with But time rhyming is a time well spent with I know music is a great big gamble I weird angle putting price on my rambles Wasn't born for the cover Forbes Saw the allure on board a keyboard And sure, I followed to model my own course Of course a bright future, I'm heading towards [Verse 2: Josbi] Sadly, got this hate thrown at me Sounds so Ironic I wanted to be happy In my past past never cut class Now is fast cash and mad ass I get that Was never judged by the color of my skin But I'm pretty sure that I'll never fit in People wanna box me in like jay-z Saying Josbi should just be dead to me So I shed all my skin be reborn to a new me In a deli starring at a teli Watching channels, panels are shackles Can't find the right words like scrabble They said my true god was inside a chapel Or a castle, I bit the apple But inside I never found wealth They never took notice on my health Placed on a shelf moved out with stealth Lost myself just to find myself And now im so stiff now im so mad Mouth on a spliff and my hands on my abs Heads ride down an endless lane of same Lies and pains living a shame Spiderman quotes keep following me With great power comes great responsibility