It Doesn't Matter To Him

(Verse) If I think about it, I am successful, as it were I get to sing for lovely people all over this lovely world And I am nowhere near as awkward as I was when I was younger I guess I'm one of those guys who gets better looking as they age And even though I have felt beaten down by constant doubt Depression, and confusion brought about by people's actions, death, and tax forms I keep getting up. And I am loved by all my friends and family; Though, there have been lots of raised eyebrows And concerned glances lately (Chorus) It doesn't matter to him I could be anything But I could never win his heart again It doesn't matter to him He took away my AAA pass I am invisible to him (Verse) And now I feel the soft, pink flesh of my heart hardening To the countless possibilities contained within each day Vulnerability feels like a cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light Which, as you know, makes everything look bad I still keep trying to figure out how I became irrelevant How I got myself evicted from his heart from one day to the next And the worst part is that, even if I got an answer right now It would not change anything because we have become two strangers (Chorus) x2 It doesn't matter to him I could be anything But I could never win his heart again It doesn't matter to him He took away my AAA pass I am invisible to him