Little Engine

[Intro] Reporting live from inside [Hook] Red light, red light Green light, green light Hey yellow, strange fellow On my runaway train Nothing here's the same [Verse 1] Sometimes I wanna stay, sometimes I wanna go Sometimes I wanna pray because sometimes you never know Sometimes I wanna drink until my liver shrivels up But then I get to thinkin', givin' in is giving up I'm only just a human havin' his talks with God I know him to be a friend, though at times we stand at odds I tell him I distance, say it with my actions Searchin' for the answers is ultimate satisfaction I get lost in my quest Ratioling through confusion Find myself in relationships to falser the illusion I'm losing my soul's purpose, feel like my soul's worthless Know this isn't depression, I'm just saying I'm not perfect Tell heaven to beat me up I'm a man at his least Poppa say to stand your ground, walk in your authority But hell is in this world And I'm tryna keep the focus of a sure-footed man But this little boy is broken I'm just hoping for a... [Hook] [Verse 2] Sometimes I wanna crawl, sometimes I wanna fly Sometimes I wanna try to find a way for you and I To be all we can be in this land of do or die But sometimes I get discouraged, askin' why I even try Do people even care? God I don't think they wanna know The reason that you sent your son to die So should I just go and live my life for me? I live my life in you The differnce is to die for the lie or live for truth I just wanna see forever, if ever had a day It would be up in your presence where my sins are wiped away I would look upon your face and see my true reflection I'll be honest on this earth, my vision keep gettin' deflected Forgive me for being me I love you for being you If you listen to this song, I love you for being proof And helping me draw conclusions in this battle for my mind All it took was four seasons to see that I needed time I'm just hoping for a... [Hook]