Excuses

I bear no excuses Everybody feels my pain Sworn to be a nobody Broke my oath again and again Souls, see my genocide Rockets only ride through sky But I am a blind man so they only fly inside me I'm aware of prearranged cause Bet on me and we all lost With kids like me and the odds against us Payoff could have drained all future upsetters But surroundings built into me I did not grow like a tree But rather like a building With ceiling upon ceiling I used to try from the outside A guide was inside me and I didn't see Tides passed all over me But there was light and air at the bottom of the sea And now I'm there You know I really care And seasons look up to me I jumped down there Cuz I don't and really care And life grows inside of me And lows get higher descending I float up there Cuz I know I'm not in here I'm everywheres' outlining And highs get lower ascending Everyone, unrecall my sin