This Is My Moment

[Intro: J Ham & Phil Collins] I can feel it in the air Yeah And I've been waiting for all this- I could feel it Yeah Uh huh Yeah Yeah [Verse 1: J Ham] No way my demons can outweigh my angels Had to hit a 180 for them to see the angles Was down bad, shit all I need was a boost Fucked up how niggas’ll leave you hanging just like a noose Don’t make no promises that you can’t keep No rolling deep Ain’t got no family here, so it’s just me The only blood I had here Proved they love is conditional And she couldn’t do shit for me unless it was beneficial It’s a different type of growth when you raising someone else’s seed Nothing can change that love, not even the different blood we bleed And she know I got her till my fucking last breath Even down on my last dollar imma make that shit stretch When I ain’t have a place to stay I was sleepin in my Chevy Cruze Thought God showed me the light, one night, dazed & confused Wondered what I could do to go & stop it Knowing I’m too young & still got a lot shit to accomplish Ain’t bought my parents a house, paid my sister’s student debts Ain’t even got to see my brother turn into a man yet Thought God said it’s the end of me With a death notification sent to my family Thought the pallbearers was gon' carry me Down under the ground where I’m six feet Down under the ground where I’m six feet Down under the ground where I’m six feet Deep (Breaths) [Verse 2: J Ham] But that light wasn’t God, shit I was too wrong Open my eyes to headlights of a Black Yukon Like an empty driver’s class, nobody’s behind the wheel Bout 30 on they dash, while the driver ain’t even near Right as we collide & make contact I look down, not a bruise, shit, even a scratch It was my Omen Saying I had one more strike until it all goes left I’ll be in the gutter, no bowling Life’s like the ocean Was drowning under the water Took a minute, now I’m farther Cuz nigga, now I’m floatin' This is my moment For all the times that I was down and feeling unspoken This is my moment Yeah Yeah I said it, this is my moment [Outro: Crowd] J-Ham, J-Ham, J-Ham J-Ham, J-Ham, J-Ham